It'll Be Alright

I catch myself staring. Catch my heart skip a beat. Turn around catch the tear just before it soaks the floor.

And my smiles are screaming with bright colors. And I turn around and the colors fade turning gray. 

My stomach sinks and I throw up the memories again. This time almost suffocating. It's not him. It's the times. The dancing in the rain. The corsages. 

Then I remind myself that because my body is weak doesn't mean my heart is.

And my mind is clear now that I see you. 

It'll be alright.