Numb Motions

Everyday is the same as the day before. Sleep. School. Sports. Work. Homework. Sleep.
Oh maybe I'll make myself a roast beef sandwich instead of a turkey. Hooray for change.
My day is stressful. And strict. And keeps me on task.
Always saying that I need to become better, stronger, skinnier, or more pretty.
I taught myself to ignore my low self esteem by keeping my mind elsewhere.
Going through my day with out even feeling it.