Long Gone.

Everyday I look down to that locket around my neck and the every time I do the same word floods my mind.
WHY.
Why does the sky seem endless.
Why am I feeling such pain in my head all the time?
Why am I here in this bed at this exact moment?
Why am I feeling the way I do? Is it because someone else is making me feel this way?
Why did I have such feelings for Him for them to disappear when he wanted me most?
Why does that have to cause to much pain?
WHY is there so much pain?
Why do all my past actions seem to betray me now?
And then I remember, who cares? Or in the words of someone I trust, "Don't worry about it."
Everything happens for a reason. Everything has it's purpose.
My purpose just seems to be long gone by now.