Tuesday, April 2, 2013

I fear no fate...

Fate is scary.  Fate is no reason. Or choice. He's asking us to forget and leave it to him.
But I fear no fate.
I decided once. That he is not the boss of me. Once, I would ask him to catch me a break. He would take that question and shove it back in my face and say, "I'm in control!"
Then I decided that I feared him. I had no real control of my outcome. I was afraid that he would get mad at me and choose to hate me.
But today I fear no fate.
It was then, that I decided to fight him once again and I said, "Screw you." I then tried to change my fate and decided to fly. Fate took away my flying freedom and said, "Be scared of me!"
I fell into a pit full of tears that never seemed to stop coming. All my walls that took so much effort for me to build up, gone. Now a pile of dust blowing through the air I breathe.
Because I was stuck here I saw that I had two choices.
1) Decide that fate has control and surrender myself to him.
2) Fight him.
Slowly, one step at a time, I climbed out of that pit. And when I reached the top I was a new human. I was strong. I was new. I was me.
Because of this, today I fear no fate.

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